A bug, a snake....... a FOX!

Disappointments. Yeah, I've had a few in my lifetime. And by a few I mean lots. But who hasn't right? Who am I to complain? More recently I feel like disappointments have been compiling and building up right in front of me. I guess this blog entry is going to be like a diary entry (so get ready for real honesty and emotion).

I'm not sure why, but I have just felt emotionally drained lately. Maybe it's because school has started again and we all know how emotionally draining school can be! Or maybe it's because I feel like I have continuously tried and tried again to reach what I desire and every time I do, I get shot down. I kinda feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and stomped on. Perhaps this is not the case. Perhaps I am oblivious to the signals I am getting. But then again maybe my eyes were finally opened and this is what it feels like to be crushed. I hope I'm wrong. I hope I am reading signals wrong and that there is still a chance.   Just how I feel I guess. It takes a lot of balls to be honest about feelings and that's what I'm doing. I'm still in if you are! But it's up to you!

Now, if you don't know what I'm talking about then.... well... that's too bad cuz I refuse to use names in my posts..... except Lisa. I will ALWAYS name drop her!! ;-) And Angela. Buttery Nipple. What up gurl!! .... So I guess this is turning into a plead-type post.

Disappointments are all around us and we will encounter them throughout our lives. What matters is how we move on after them. It makes us stronger people and, in the end, we are thankful for the lessons we have learned from them.  Deep, huh? Hahaha!

Let me tell you one thing, I am NOT disappointed with this blog!! I can't even begin to tell you how freeing it is to be honest with not only others but myself as well! I have been approached by numerous people telling me that they are avid readers and I TRULY thank you ALL! It means so much that you care about me to read my thoughts and feelings. Otherwise you just enjoy getting juicy details about me!

With that being said, I would like to take this opportunity to say that it is one week until Valentine's day. I would also like to take this opportunity to remind my readers that I am single. If you are a male, reading my blog, and are also single please feel free to ask me out for a wonderful date this Valentine's day! OR you could send me a Valentine to my mailbox on campus (you can also send me fan mail!!!!). My mailbox number on campus is #5204. So send me a Valentine or just ASK ME OUT!! I'm waiting for YOU! ;-)

Well now that we have taken care of that...... THANKS FOR READING!! And just so you know... When you guys come up to me and tell me how much you enjoy reading my blog, you make one of my dreams come true. How? You make me feel like a celebrity!! I almost feel like I have paparazzi following me! THANKS PEEPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. If you are feeling down and need a laugh, a year ago I made some dancing videos and posted them on youtube. They are pretty awesome and I will include a link to my favorite one on here. You can find the rest from there! Watch and tell me what you think! :-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGnumceAb3I