Let's begin this journey....

Hello. This is the first post by me (with the hopes of writing many more). Honesty is the name of the game! I want to write about the REAL me. Sometimes I feel like not very many people know the real me so this is my chance to show you. I'd like to start off this blog with some stuff that not many people know about me.

My favorite color is pink!
I'm an only child.
I have lost more than I have gained.
My dad died when I was 11 years old.
I have always wanted to be a movie/TV star.
I love painting- I may not be good but I LOVE it!
My mom is my hero.
I think I have a mild form of OCD.
I hate crying in front of people but it seems to happen a lot.
I put on a tough exterior sometimes, but there are times that on the inside I feel like I could crumble and break into a million pieces.
I've had my heart broken.
I have laughed until I cried (those are my favorite moments).
I STRONGLY believe in the paranormal.
I wanted to be a tornado chaser when I was little.
I have been in a beauty contest....and no I didn't win... shocker huh!
I wish I was brave enough to wear the clothes that I really want to wear.
People judge me before they get to know me. Then they seemed surprised when I turn out to be pretty cool!
My favorite flower is the Carnation.
I'm shy.... not by choice...I just don't know how to act around new people.... I wish/want to be an extrovert but I care about what people think of me.
Marilyn Monroe is one of my idols and, even though it isn't true, I feel like I WAS her in a past life. I feel like I have a strong connection to her somehow.
I think my best features are my eyes, lips, and boobs ;-)
I want to go on a ghost hunt.
I have never been told I'm pretty by a boy that I like.
I am a highly emotional person but I embrace it. If something makes me sad, I cry. If I get mad, I tell you. If it's funny, I laugh.
I enjoy making people laugh! So if I make you laugh, AWESOME!

That's all I can think of for now....Like I said above, honesty is what I am going for so, people, be real with me. Please leave me comments or ANYTHING about me or what I have written. Feel free to ask questions. I will HONESTLY answer ANY question that you ask!!
Thanks for reading!!! <3